Mulder tried to collect his thoughts. He
wondered how to explain what was bothering him
without sounding like some whiny self-absorbed
panelist on Oprah. "Scully," he said
finally. He reached out and took her hand.
"I'm not a kid any more."
He felt silly, saying it out loud. In fact
there was something silly about this whole
situation, about the way she was sitting beside
him fully clothed while he was wearing nothing
but slightly threadbare cotton boxers.
She regarded him gravely. "Neither am I,
Mulder."
"No, Scully. I mean I'm getting old --
really old. Gray hair, bad knees, the whole
bit."
"Is that so?" She lifted a critical
eyebrow. "You look spry enough."
He shook his head, rejecting her teasing tone.
"Scully...have I ever told you how old I was
when I finally had sex for the first time?"
She thought for a moment. "No, I don't
think you have."
"I'd just turned nineteen," he said,
hoping it explained everything.
"Nineteen."
She seemed to consider this for a moment, then
asked in apparent puzzlement, "Is there
something significant about that number?"
He looked sadly up at her. "I was in my
prime then, Scully -- nineteen. And now I'm as
old as TWO nineteen-year-olds put together.
Older. I've lived a whole lifetime's worth of
being sexually active."
"Nineteen is a whole lifetime?" she
asked in dubious-Scully fashion.
He waved his free hand. "Whatever. You
know what I mean."
"No," she said, her forehead
furrowing. "I don't."
He sighed. He could remember how he'd felt
when he'd lost his virginity. On that long-ago
Saturday night, as he'd eagerly begun the main
event in his cramped little room at Oxford, he'd
thought himself pretty damned old to be having
sex for the first time. But no matter how old
he'd thought he was then, it was nothing to how
old he was now.
"When I was nineteen," he explained,
"nothing was gray, and nothing creaked. At
nineteen, I had my whole life ahead of me. I had
it going on."
She gave a snort.
So much for Scully's lending him a sympathetic
ear, he thought. "You find that funny?"
"Mulder, I can believe you had it going
on," she said, leaning back on one arm and
giving him a challenging stare. "The
question is, did you know what to do with
it?"
His brows lowered in a frown. "You can
laugh if you want to, but it's not funny to
me."
"Mulder, one gray hair does not make you
Rip van Winkle. Lots of women color their hair
every month to cover up a little gray -- not that
I'm confessing anything."
"What about that crack about how you
wished you'd known me in my prime?"
"I didn't mean that literally. In fact it
was supposed to be a compliment, as in, 'If
you're this good now, what must you have been
like then?'"
He saw nothing but visions of walkers and
Viagra bottles. That would be him one day, he
thought, wearing checked polyester pants and
driving a car with the Northstar System. "So
you admit I'm going downhill."
Scully looked like she wanted to roll her
eyes. "I never said that."
"But when we were having sex before --
" he began vehemently, brows drawn together.
He caught himself before finishing the thought.
She gave him a sharp look. "What?"
"Never mind."
"No, you were saying something. What
about when we were having sex before?"
He looked away, and sighed. How pitiful was
this conversation? "You just seemed like
your mind wasn't even on it."
She blinked in astonishment. "I
did?"
"Yes," he said, nodding sadly.
"You did. Like you weren't really enjoying
yourself."
"Really?" Her voice had risen an
octave in surprise. "Because I was enjoying
myself. Very much. I mean, I thought it was
obvious when I..." She made a flustered
gesture.
"Well, yeah, that part was obvious,"
he acknowledged. "But otherwise..." He
sighed again.
That was another thing old people did, Mulder
thought unhappily. They sat around sighing all
the time. For God's sake, he ought to just go out
and buy himself a subscription to Modern Maturity
right now.
"Mulder," Scully said gently beside
him. She squeezed his fingers, and waited for him
to look at her. "I think we've been
operating at cross-purposes. You know, at first I
thought maybe you'd decided to take this case
because of autumn in New England. I thought the
romance was built-in."
He looked at her in confusion. "Scully, I
wouldn't choose a case just for that."
"I realize that now, Mulder. We both take
this work seriously, and we're on the
government's nickel. But it was flattering, at
least at first, to think that's what you had in
mind. In fact, I was pretty unhappy with you when
I realized you were building a case during what
was supposed to be a romantic weekend."
"Oh," he said. "So that's what
that was about."
"I didn't know you were feeling
under-appreciated. And it certainly never
occurred to me while we were having sex that you
were looking for some proof, some big SIGN, that
you're still attractive to me."
Sheesh, what a schlemiel I am, Mulder thought
morosely. I'm sitting here in my underwear next
to a beautiful woman, whining about how I'm
losing my sex appeal. He stared at the wall
opposite them, pretending to be fascinated by the
rose pattern on the wallpaper.
She set her hand on his bare thigh. "And
I do find you attractive, Mulder," she said
huskily. "Look, maybe you're not nineteen
any more. But do you really think I'd be
interested in a nineteen-year-old? He'd be a boy,
Mulder. You're a man. And every year that passes
just makes you more attractive to me."
He grunted doubtfully.
"Mulder, have I ever lied to you?"
Silence fell -- the perfect silence of a quiet
country bed and breakfast without so much as a
television to disturb the stillness. Vaguely he
realized her hand was on his leg, just inches
from more interesting territory. When he was
nineteen that hand would have been the only thing
on his mind, and here it had taken long minutes
for the realization even to dawn on him.
Neither of them spoke.
"I just hate this, Scully," he said
finally. "I hate that the best part of my
life was already over before I even met
you." His mouth twisted, and he stared down
at her hand.
She leaned her head closer and smiled up at
him. "'Grow old with me, the best is yet to
be.'"
Mulder laughed hollowly. "You forgot, the
rest of that line is 'the last of life.'"
"'The last of life, for which the first
was made,'" she corrected. "Nope, I
don't think I agree that the best is already
behind you, Mulder. Age isn't going to wipe away
your intelligence, or your personality. Besides,
there's a lot to be said for experience. I'm
afraid you and your gray hair and your bad knees
are stuck with me."
He did not look up, but his frown faded just
the same. Ah, Scully; he should have known he
could count on her. Maybe the future wasn't going
to be so bad after all. And her hand was on still
on his thigh...
"Of course, if you've just lost interest
in sex," she said lightly, "I guess
we'll have to think of something else to do
together from now on. We could take up cooking,
maybe."
"I hate cooking," he said, with a
note of spirit creeping back into his tone.
"Wouldn't you rather just eat
take-out?"
"Maybe we could play canasta."
"I'm afraid I'm not very good at
cards."
"Square dancing?"
He smiled at her. "With my bad
knees?"
"Well, then," said Scully
matter-of-factly, and began to unbutton her
blouse. "I guess we're just going to have to
fuck."
****
Mr. Kopeck stood frozen to the spot, his blood
running cold, every hair standing on end.
The demon's thin lips drew back, revealing
razor-sharp teeth. It mouthed something at him:
"Praepara mori" -- prepare to die.
Mr. Kopeck felt as if he were caught in some
unspeakable nightmare. He opened his mouth to
yell, but he couldn't make any sound come out. He
could only watch helplessly as the demon slunk
toward him, its belly low to the ground, creeping
closer in all its hideousness.
Mr. Kopeck screwed his eyes shut, afraid to
look. So this was how it ended. Bracing himself
for the blow, he mentally counted down the
seconds he had left.
Three...
Two...
He heard the hum of the Mustang's engine, a
thud, a crunch, and the squeal of brakes.
"Oh my God!" Rachel Thornton cried.
"Did I hit something?"
Slowly, afraid of what he might see, Mr.
Kopeck opened his eyes. Rachel was looking at him
anxiously, her hand on the gearshift, uncertainty
written all over her lovely face.
He glanced from Rachel to the demon, and back
to Rachel again.
He gulped. "Um...I think you did."
She threw her car door open and leapt out.
"Oh my God!" she cried, looking behind
the tire and raising one hand to her mouth in
horror. "I completely squished it!"
"Yep," said Mr. Kopeck, impressed.
"You sure did."
"What was it?" she asked, glancing
to him with a look of confusion. "Please
tell me it wasn't somebody's pet. I'll die if I
just killed somebody's cat."
"No," he said. "I saw it out of
the corner of my eye, and I think it was a...a
woodchuck or something."
"A woodchuck," she repeated.
"That's not so bad. Oh, my God, did that
ever scare the daylights out of me." She
sighed, and held out her hands to him. "Feel
me, I'm shaking all over."
"Feel you?" Mr. Kopeck said in a
hushed tone. He did not have to be asked twice.
****
"Oh my God," said Scully. And then,
a little more breathlessly, "Oh,
Mulder..."
He lifted his face from between her thighs, a
smile spreading slowly across his features.
"Learned that trick when I was twenty,"
he said smugly.
She didn't answer, just lifted her hips a
little. He recognized nonverbal communication
when he saw it, and went enthusiastically back to
work.
Enthusiastically -- and passionately. He
licked, he sucked, he dove in happily with his
whole face like a man going for the blue ribbon
in a pie-eating contest. He used two long fingers
to do that little trick with her G-spot, the one
that always drove her wild.
Scully moaned. Mulder lifted his head again
for little self-congratulation. "Picked that
one up when I was twenty-two," he said.
"Mulder -- " Scully urged, squirming
impatiently against him. He wasn't sure whether
the choked sound of her voice was a sign of
frustrated lust, or just the result of the 69
position in which they'd arranged themselves.
He set back to work.
One thing about pushing forty, he thought:
sometimes slowing down a little could be a good
thing. He wasn't sure he could have managed this
kind of concentration a few years ago, under the
circumstances. Her mouth was hot on him, making
him feel like his brain was made of helium.
He rolled his tongue into a U, and slid it
slowly up and down the shaft of her clitoris.
"Oh my God!" Scully gasped, her
fingers spasmodically clutching at his hips.
"Twenty-three," he tried to say.
This time he didn't dare stop, and so he sounded
rather like a patient in the dentist's chair --
an unusually happy patient.
"Ohhhh..." Scully moaned, pressing
harder against him. "Oh, oh, oh -- "
Mulder smiled to himself.
The night was still young, and he still had a
good sixteen years' worth of experience left with
which to dazzle her.
****
For once, Kandee thought as she and her date
made their way from the stadium, Brittany was
right: Phil really was cute. A little shy, maybe,
but he was tall, brown haired, inarguably
athletic, and he looked positively lunchable in
the jeans and Henley he'd changed into after the
game. Best of all, as far as Kandee could tell,
he'd already fallen under her spell. How else
could you explain that glazed but adorable
expression? He was either hers or he was a
zombie, and either way, she mused, swinging hers
hips just enough to make the captive walking
behind her audibly catch his breath, it would be
fun.
"...and then we can hit the diner, 'kay,
dude? I'm, like, starved," Mike was saying.
"Sounds good to me," Brittany
agreed. "Sound okay, Kandee?"
Kandee stopped on the curb at the edge of the
parking lot and pouted winsomely. Phil narrowly
missed walking into her, and she had to suppress
the urge to smile. She felt a sudden surge of
power: she definitely had his attention. "I
don't know..."
"You got something else on?" Mike
asked, surprised. Brittany had probably told him
she was a done deal.
Her eyes flitted to Brittany. Poor Brittany.
Her friend clearly had no idea how this game was
played. How she'd ever landed Mike, Kandee
couldn't imagine. Well, she thought, shaking her
blonde mane for effect, Brittany was about to get
a lesson from the master. Watch and learn, Miss
Sweetness-and-light, watch and learn.
"Oh no. It's not that, Mike. I can't
think of anything I'd rather do, really. But I'm
supposed to work at, like, eight, and I totally
need to wash up before I could possibly go, like,
anywhere. I mean" -- she turned toward Phil,
arms at her sides, cheerleading sweater pulled
tight across her chest -- "just look at me.
I. Am. A. Mess."
Right on cue, Phil all but whimpered.
"S'okay," Mike said and slung his
arm across his girlfriend's shoulder. "Phil
can give you lift back to your place, I'll take
Britt back to hers, and we can meet up after.
That'll still give us a couple hours."
"Oh?" Kandee dipped her chin and
looked demurely up at Phil through her lashes.
"You didn't come on the team bus,
Phil?"
"Huh? What?" He gave a shy smile and
shifted the gym bag he was carrying -- hers --
from one hand to the other. "Oh. No. I
didn't come on the bus."
"No?" Kandee smiled and twirled the
end of her ponytail. "Well, like, how *did*
you get here?"
For a minute, he looked confused, utterly
baffled. It suited him, she thought. Suited him
very well. And unlike the rest of the farm boys
she'd met since coming to Vermont, he actually
had the good sense to look up from her chest
occasionally. He had potential, maybe, and he
lived far enough away that he wouldn't be hanging
around all the time, getting under foot. And, now
that she thought about it, she hadn't had anyone
following her around doing the love-sick puppy
thing in a while. She'd missed that.
"Oh," he said finally. "I
drove. My -- my car." He gestured toward the
parking lot.
"So, we have a plan?" Mike asked.
"You drop Kandee off and swing back to my
place, I'll drop Brittany off and meet you back
there, and then we'll meet up in, say, an hour
and a half?"
She kept hair twirling, ignoring Mike.
"Your own car? How handy." Her dimples
deepened. She wondered vaguely which of the dirty
pick-up trucks she was going to have to pretend
to be thrilled to ride around in. Still, it was
something.
"Yeah." He nodded absently and then
pulled a set of keys from his team jacket, and
hit the remote. Much to Kandee's surprise and
delight, the headlights on a sleek black BMW Z3
convertible flashed briefly in the gathering
twilight.
"That's your car?" Kandee tried not
to sound impressed, but it was difficult. Looked
like there was more to this guy than just good
looks and excellent taste in women.
"Yeah, I got it for my birthd..."
"Yo, earth to Phil," Mike
interrupted, snapping his fingers in his cousin's
face. "Plan? Have we got one, dude?"
"Uh huh, we do," Kandee answered.
She had a plan, all right. "Come on,
Phil." She crooked her finger, turned on her
heel and started toward the BMW at a fast enough
clip to leave him a good two paces behind. She
didn't have to look back to know he was
following.
Halfway across the lot, she felt a hand grip
her shoulder and spin her around.
"Hey!" she yelped, half in surprise,
half in indignation. "What the hell do you
-- ?"
"Sorry." Phil pulled his hand away
as if it had been burned and took a step back.
"Sorry," he said again. "I just
didn't want you to step in that." He nodded
at the gravel before her.
Kandee turned and looked down. It was
difficult to see clearly in the dusky half-light,
but there in front of her was a lumpy puddle of
something disgusting that she would certainly
have stepped in if he hadn't stopped her.
"Ew! That's gross! Like, what is that,
anyway?"
"Don't know," Phil answered. He
crouched down for a better look. "Road kill
of some kind. Squashed groundhog and radiator
fluid, maybe. Can't imagine what else that green
stuff would be." He stood again and smiled
sheepishly. "Sorry I grabbed you. Really. I
just didn't want you to ruin your shoes." He
paused. "Um, those are Corrados,
right?"
Kandee lifted an eyebrow. How did FarmBoy know
about shoes? Women's shoes? "Ah, yeah."
"That's a nice shoe," he stated
authoritatively. "You wouldn't want gopher
guts all over 'em. Ruin the suede."
"Right. Right." Kandee's brows met
in a puzzled frown. Even she had her limits.
"Like, what are you? A foot fetish guy ? Or
cross-dresser or something? 'Cause, I am so
totally not into that. Or, like, that."
Phil shook his head, abashed. "No,
sorry." He shrugged and looked away.
"Family business." He shrugged again.
"We sell shoes."
"Oh? So what, like, you're all shoe
salesmen?"
He shrugged again. "Not exactly. My
family owns Yorkview Shoes."
"Oh." Kandee recognized the name of
a medium-high end chain. Whenever she made it to
the mall in Burlington, it was one of the first
places she hit. "So, what, like, you guys
own the store in the mall?"
"Yeah." Phil nodded, his eyes still
averted. "That one, and the other 283 on
this side of the Mississippi."
Kandee blinked. 284 stores? She could almost
hear the cha-ching of cash registers in the
distance. Sure, it was retail, but around here,
well, a girl couldn't be too choosy.
"Really?"
"Yeah," Phil nodded. "It's not
glamorous, but um...well, I can get you a
discount. If you want one," he added
hastily.
If she wanted one? Oh, this was too good to be
true. "That would really, really be
nice." She smiled dazzlingly. "Come
on." She extended her hand and waited for
him to take it. He looked, momentarily, as if it
were a poisonous snake. She wiggled her fingers.
"Phil, come on. I won't bite. And we don't
want to keep your cousin waiting. So tell
me...how big a discount?"
Hand in hand, they sidestepped the last
earthly remains of the demon.
****
The diner was busy. Apparently, Craftsbury
Common's greasy spoon was the hip place to be at
eleven o'clock on a Sunday morning.
>From her seat opposite him, Scully eyed
Mulder's heaping plate. "I still can't
believe you're going to eat all that," she
said.
"Have to keep my strength up," he
answered, grinning around a mouthful of turkey
sandwich. This won him one of her rare smiles,
fleeting but wonderfully naughty for the instant
that it lasted. Oh, that smile...
He suspected they were both giving off an
unmistakable post-coital glow. She was leaning
closer than usual, stealing more food off his
plate than usual, speaking to him in a more
teasing tone than usual. He could feel himself
wearing the relaxed, self-satisfied look of a man
who'd just made a beautiful woman cry out his
name in the heat of passion -- twice.
So what if the case hadn't gone his way, he
thought with equanimity. So what if Scully had
joked just this morning, between the first and
seconds bouts of sex, that maybe now he'd listen
the next time she insisted there had to be a
commonplace explanation for a death. Well,
okay...maybe it bothered him a little to be
wrong; but all in all, this trip had been well
worthwhile.
The little bell above the entrance to the
diner jingled, and he glanced over to see Mr.
Kopeck coming in, dressed in weekend attire and
accompanied by an attractive blonde. It was the
blonde who drew a second look from Mulder. He'd
noticed her at the bed and breakfast; it would be
hard not to notice those curves and those tousled
curls. She was smiling at Mr. Kopeck, and he was
smiling back, the sort of goofy smile that made
them look like they both wanted to jump on each
other and go at it right there in the doorway of
the diner.
"Looks like someone's got himself a new
friend," Scully said in an undertone.
"Mmm-hmm," Mulder replied affably.
Under the table, he felt something brush his
ankle, then slide seductively over his instep. He
glanced at the floor in surprise. "Are you
playing footsie with me?"
"Maybe," she said with an air of
intrigue.
"Agent Scully," he said, shaking his
head in amazement. "If this is how you
behave when I'm wrong about a case, remind me to
be wrong more often."
Hiding a smile, she looked down into her empty
coffee cup. "I could use a refill on this.
How about you?"
He shook his head. "Nah, I'm fine."
She searched the crowded diner for their
waitress. "Oh, brother," he heard her
mutter.
He followed her gaze. Kandee was leaning over
a booth in the corner of the diner, both elbows
on the table, ass in the air, talking to Brittany
Woodall and two football players. Or perhaps,
Mulder thought, it might be more accurate to say
she was talking to just one of the football
players. Her face was mere inches from that of
the taller boy, a shy-looking young man who was
gazing at her in doe-eyed infatuation.
"Excuse me," Scully called loudly.
"Could I get some more coffee over
here?"
Kandee turned her head and shot them a look of
pure poison. "Can you, like, possibly keep
your shirt on for a minute? I'll be right with
you." Then she turned her attention back to
her friends.
Scully sighed. "Did I ever tell you that
I've never much liked cheerleaders?" she
said to Mulder.
"Did I ever tell you about my cheerleader
fantasy?"
"Did I ever tell you that if you know
what's good for you, that fantasy will be about
how you turn down the self-centered pom-pom girl
in favor of the brainy but exceptional beauty in
the Chess Club?"
Mulder chuckled, and watched as she stole
another french fry from his plate. "What
time is our flight out of Burlington?"
"Four o'clock."
"That should give us some time to figure
out what we're going to put in our report."
"What do you mean 'we,' Tonto?" She
dipped her french fry liberally in his ketchup.
"I already know what I'm going to write in
my report: one accidental overdose, one death by
mischance, and one animal attack. Case
closed."
"Okay," he said. "But 'Vampire
Vixens on Fire' would make for much more
interesting reading."
Scully declined to take the bait. Instead she
glanced over at Kandee, who was still
nose-to-nose with the football player in the
corner booth. "I think it would be quicker
if I just got my coffee myself," she said
with a sigh.
"I'd say that's a safe bet," Mulder
agreed.
She slid out of the booth, cup in hand, and
went to the lunch counter. Mulder watched her as
she crossed the diner, appreciating the rear view
as she walked away.
He felt a tap on his shoulder. He turned his
head to find Mr. Kopeck in the otherwise empty
booth behind him, one arm leaning on the back of
the bench seat.
"Yes?" Mulder asked in mild
surprise.
The teacher looked sheepish. "There's
something I thought you ought to know," he
said, voice low. "It's about your
investigation."
"Actually we're closing the file on --
"
"You know that thing you told me?"
Mr. Kopeck interrupted. "How I wasn't going
to solve my problem until I got over the conflict
I was feeling? You know, about...uh..." He
fumbled for a way to complete the sentence.
"Sex?" Mulder supplied. This
morning, and last night too for that matter, had
left him in an expansive mood.
Mr. Kopeck nodded. "Yes. Sex. Well, I
think that problem is solved." He glanced
over to his own booth, where the attractive
blonde was sipping a vanilla milkshake through a
straw. "On, um, on both counts."
"I'm happy to hear that," said
Mulder. "On both counts."
The teacher broke into a grin, a beatific
expression lighting up his features.
"Yeah," he said in a voice full of
wonder. "It is pretty cool."
The blonde, as if sensing she was being talked
about, glanced over to where they were sitting.
She blushed, and a slow, cat-that-got-the-canary
smile deepened the dimples in her cheeks. Mr.
Kopeck wasn't the only one who looked to be in
love, Mulder thought.
Mulder stuck out his right hand. "Well,
congratulations," he said, shaking hands
with the teacher. "I'm glad to see things
are looking up for you."
"Thanks." Mr. Kopeck got to his
feet. "And thanks for your advice
before." With a last bashful look, he set
off to rejoin the pretty blonde.
"What was that all about?" asked
Scully, returning to the booth with her coffee
cup in her hand.
"What? Oh, nothing." Mulder's eyes
flickered over her lazily. "He was --I was
just telling him how you were right about the
deaths here being nothing but accidents."
She eased into the seat opposite him.
"That's very big of you, Mulder."
He shrugged. "When you're right, you're
right, Scully." He felt her foot teasing its
way along his calf again, and had to struggle not
to smile. "You about ready to go, as soon as
you finish that coffee?"
"Yes, if we can just get the check."
They looked over to their waitress and her
knot of friends. Kandee remained oblivious to all
the customers in the diner. She was talking a
mile a minute, while the poor love-struck
football player hung on her every word.
"It might take a while," Mulder
observed.
They fell into a thoughtful silence. Scully
sipped her coffee. Under the table, her toes
caressed his shin.
"You want to meet me in the ladies'
room?" Mulder asked after a minute.
She set her coffee cup down with a clink.
"I thought you'd never ask."
And, demon or no demon, the two agents set out
to enjoy a little deviltry of their own.
****
NOTES
Although we've taken a few liberties with it
here, Craftsbury Common is a real village in
Vermont; you can see the 1950s version -- not so
very different from the 2000 version -- in the
Hitchcock film "The Trouble With
Harry." We didn't make up the words Mr.
Kopeck uses in his attempt to exorcise the demon,
either. They're taken directly from the rite of
exorcism in the Rituale Romanum.
There are several people who helped make this
story possible, and we would like to thank them:
First, Emily Short was generous enough to
proofread the Latin. She not only brought an
expert knowledge of Latin grammar to the process,
but she even recognized a smutty phrase
bastardized from Catullus. PD was VERY impressed
-- not to mention grateful, since her careful
editing caught more than one of his mistakes. He
promises he will never again forget that
"epulor" is a deponent verb.
Second, two trusted friends looked over the
final draft for us, Euphrosyne and Dasha K. Both
had a lot on their respective plates, but
generously shared their time, talent, and wisdom
with us. Their insights were, as always,
invaluable.
We'd also like to thank Ebird, for pestering,
encouragement, and just cuz.
Last but not least, we would like to thank
jerry, our beta reader extraordinaire, who worked
on this story with us from beginning to end. She
took time out of her busy schedule to go over
each section with a fine-toothed comb. She helped
us make Mr. Kopeck more sympathetic, and cast the
tie-breaking vote in our rare artistic
differences. Without her unflagging
encouragement, this story would probably never
have been written.
Our sincere appreciation to everyone who
helped us, and to all of you who've read this
far. If you're one of those patient readers, how
about dropping us a line so we can thank you,
too?
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